It's in this wake that I find myself. Losing the will to resume this Hell.
When every breath is a dying wish. It's harder to follow the point of this.
This broken place that I call my home has deepened the sorrow that I have sewn.
And I can't erase what is in my heart. I want it to finish before it starts.
My own solution, insufficient again. No false illusion, this devouring threat.
I break the vessel, giving air to its red. And open my fate to the darkened sky.
I've been fading away, I've been waiting on the call to reach my veins. (Ready, or not.)
No attention to waste, every sorrow of this soul will read my name. (When I cease to exist.)
So now I've come to the final sleep. I pray that forgiveness is mine to keep.
I know it's hard to forget this man, driving the failure into your hands.
[Chorus:] When I cease to exist. [Chorus x2:] When I cease to exist.